I'm not going to lie, my initial reasons for writing this book were very selfish. It was purely to capitalize on my recent television appearances. But after writing and rewriting many chapters, my reasons changed. I realized someone else is probably managing the same or similar bags that I juggle. I've been knocked down, but I've also gotten back up each time. I was amazed at how many emotions were incited by reflecting on the past and reliving the situations. It quickly became obvious that I hadn't completely healed and sharing became my therapy.