How can you live with someone for almost thirty years and not know the darkness that lives within them? How do you plan for your divorce today, when you thought you were happily married yesterday? How do you look in the mirror without feeling rage against your face, your body, your personality once you are abandoned from a long-term marriage? Experts agree that forgiveness is the path to peace. What if you're not there yet? What if you are in so much pain you can't even say the word? This brutally honest memoir sheds a light onto real feelings along the difficult path to forgiveness. A true story of depression, anger, and a surprising sprinkle of humor makes this journey a must read for anyone who finds themselves dealing with heartbreak at any age. You might find after many years of taking care of everyone else, he didn't leave you, he released you.