7Ryan Smith is back with his fourth book, and it's his most honest and authentic book to date. His previous books Poeticman, Motives, and Thoughts of A Battered Soul and Born A Fighter showcased his passion for writing. Ryan has talked about his life's ups and downs in the past, but Ryan discovered that life is about growth and self-discovery. This book takes you on a journey into Ryan's life as he details his upbringing, battles with depression and suicide, and his struggles to accept himself as a strong gay man representing the LGBTQ community. No more hiding or keeping secrets; Ryan is ready to reveal his life story from past to present.