Train up a child in the way he should go so that when he is old he will not depart from it. Train (Google dictionary)- to teach a particular behavior. Love- its complex. A mixture of emotions behaviors and beliefs associated with strong feelings of affection protectiveness and respect for another person. But why do we do what we do when love is our ultimate goal? (Good Therapy.org)
As a child, LOVE is innocent. At some point as we get older and supposedly mature into adults, we can't blame anyone else for our being victim to LOVE.
Since childhood, I've always been a hard learner. God has had to prove HIS LOVE for me several times. We all come into this world with the necessity for LOVE.
But if LIFE is passing you by, friends, family and foes are moving ahead getting REALLY BLESSED and you're continuously starting over again. Could it be your lack of OBEDIENCE to follow God's heart for you and NOT your own heart? Or, could it be a lack of FAITH to BELIEVE God LOVES YOU and TRUST that HE WOULDN'T put MORE on you than you can bare, BUT it was YOU who chose the DRAMA?
Get to know The LORD. Learn HIS VOICE. Pay attention to the DIFFERENT ways that HE SPEAKS; one way is through DREAMS!