This book explores my experience on my first "career job." I was thrilled to land a paid internship with a company and excited to work toward what I thought was my life's purpose. However, while this story doesn't end in "happily ever after" mode, I did gain a true and personal relationship with my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. I'll also note that the book goes into details of my own experience and maybe a trigger for anyone struggling with depression or similar issues. I want readers to feel ready to delve safely into my story and only when they feel it's appropriate to do so. Most importantly, after all I've been through, I still believe in God's merciful love, the power of friendships, and hope for a brighter tomorrow. It is in this spirit of healing that I share my journey with you.

Endorsement:

To say that God can bring healing and transformation to a horrible situation is an understatement. Knowing her story and after reading the poetry written by the woman I love all I could think about was "This is not the woman I married." Hali Ann has grown so much and has even grabbed her demons and kissed them on the lips.

Her words are raw and straight to the point. She shows she has had her major downs and major highs. While this is part of her, it does not define her or control her. Knowing what Hali has been through and seeing her words on paper, I can see what God is doing. He is healing, loving, growing, and using her for his glory. I see the hurt she has been through and still has some struggle with, but I see the healing more. This is the Hali Ann that I married.

─ Josh Swatzell (Hali's Husband)

About the Author:

Hali Ann Swatzell received her bachelor's degree in interior architecture and works at a local firm. Realizing God's will for her life, she turned to writing to help encourage and uplift other women and men who are struggling with sexual abuse/trauma. Her overall goal is to help at least one person feel a little less alone in the world. She currently lives in East Tennessee with her husband.