Kirby was raised in a God fearing home but never really knew God. Throughout his life and military career, Kirby experienced many difficult obstacles and trials. For nearly 30 years, Kirby believed himself to be both extremely lucky and extremely unlucky, without giving much thought to God.

This story is about Kirby's life and details some of the uphill struggles he faced throughout childhood and adulthood. In a post 9/11 America, in an attempt to change the path he was on, Kirby joined the United States Army to serve his country and to fight terrorism.

Upon completion of his last contract, Kirby left active duty Army after serving for 10 years. Shortly after leaving the service, Kirby experienced something that would change the course of his future and would make him question everything he thought he knew.

One life altering night prompted Kirby to search for God, while struggling to understand where God had been throughout his life when he was walking through every low point that he experienced. Jesus helped Kirby to look back on his life with a new set of eyes. This book may tell of Kirby's story but it isn't about him. This book highlights the consistent thread of God's work in Kirby's life.