There's a lot of shame coming from being an immigrant. Shame that I don't think anyone should feel but it's still there. For months I've been ashamed of not being able to get a job without a work permit or having my fianc to sign every document for me on daily basis.

I thought that being an au pair was hard but as it turns out not being an au pair is even harder. If that wasn't enough being in love complicates everything even more.

When I left London almost two years ago I could never expect all of this to happen. But hey, I still believe my story is a beautiful one and I can't wait to share it with you.