I wish I could forget it all, but I can't-the little child hiding in a tree, the fatherless and innocent searching for heroes, the runaway, married too young, divorced in a courtroom ruled by a secret organization, childless at twenty-five, believing the lies, the parties in darkness, seeing the world through swollen eyes, the suicidal child of God who looked for a daddy while only needing Daddy God. A desperate person, forgiven by God, yet often saying, "But I can't forgive myself," which is absolutely right. Paralyzed by shame and guilt and driven by anger, the greatest burden was an unnecessary and unbearable weight. A life nearly destroyed while destroying the lives of others was set free and restored by a profound truth found in the Word of God. It is a liberating truth within these pages we all must know