The title of this book is my middle name Eugenia and all my creations and pain I have endured in my life and in my dreams. I have daydreams and night dreams, some good, some bad, some perplexed, and some crazy. The pain is about deaths of my family, friends, neighbors, and people in the world. I can say that my title is Me* because I feel I'm a very confused and complicated person. (The title and Eugenia's creation's pain*.)