2Sonny was self employed hard working man who was diagnosed with end stage Multiple Myeloma (cancer of the bone plasma) in 2013. We were always that hard-working average couple who heard about others who had cancer. We never expected to hear those words directed at us. Within the first year of being diagnosed he had many complications and set backs of what was supposed to be routine treatments to get back to a somewhat normal life. It is an account of our reality, my husbands cancer and how we delt with everyday life and obstacles of unfairness in cancer. Sometimes in anger, hate, humor, and love. Everyday dealing with fear of the unknown and always questioning our inability to understand why us. This is not written to obtain everyone pity for us, but to let others know thought it's not easy there is always hope and to never give up. No matter the outcome or the ride along the way, you may question God but clearly, He is always in control.