Once you feel God's presence and experience the amazing power of prayer, you will never turn away from it. So many people are reluctant to turn to God for many different reasons. If you just take that step of faith, you will be amazed by how real the presence of God is.
You don't have to live your life in fear. God can help you to overcome fear, have hope, and enjoy life. It is never too late, and you are never too bad to turn to Jesus. He is always there, waiting patiently for his children to come to him.
You have a heavenly Father who loves you unconditionally. None of us are perfect. We are saved by the grace of our heavenly Father.