1BIGnick is the moniker given to Nicholas F. Keller early on in school - both because of his size and personality. He is an avid Star Wars fan, tea enthusiast, and amateur drummer who enjoys screaming in the shower to Emery, though he never quite found his niche. In that frustration and loneliness he discovered poetry - not as an identity, but as a release for the immense emotions that tear inside him. His struggles with understanding God, death, existence, and our everyday demons compels his further writings on every emotional plane. In all life's complexity and its capacity for both insurmountable good and inconceivable evil (and the potential in every human being for both), BIGnick strives to express earnestly and learn desperately. This is a collage of his poetry peppered with photography and illustrations from fellow artists.