us, has been on her own journey. In My Air Force Affair, she explains; how to live life; how to be a good human being and how to survive your life for your children.

She loves reading spicy books, drama books and books involving controversial relationships, but she never thought she would live the life of some of the things she read. Before she could grasp what was happening in her life it was too late. She was caught up in a world of crazy sex, a home life only those living it could believe and a world of dark she had only read about. She found herself doing things and being someone she didn't recognize. Justifying what she was doing with rational thoughts but knowing some of the things she was doing was taking things too far. With her lovers being lawyers for the military, there was no way this could end in scandal or with anyone hurt.

Suicide is not a solution you have to face the difficulties for your family and for your next generation. Anyone who is having thoughts of suicide should contact your local mental health facility or the national suicide hotlines.