I thought I could control myself. Antonio was the love of my life and I could see myself spending

the rest of my life with him. However, there was Victor Grant and he had a vice-grip-like hold on me and

I couldn't shake him or it. He brought out the bad boy in me and I felt I could take on the world with him

feeding my ego. Then there were my identical brother's Patrick and Phil. The three of us together had

more power than we realized we did as long as we stuck together. But when apart....

It was revenge time and it was my turn to have my way and do things that I wanted and I had the

Ace in my hand. I would play it no matter what the cost.