n one's life in order to process them. To better understand them. To move on from them.kNot is a true story about a young woman (author) who gets tangled up in a relationship with the famous comedian-actor, Russell Brand. Having initially embarked on what she believed to be a frivolous affair or fun escapism, actually rapidly turns into a knot of control, codependency, sex addiction and confused emotion. In this book Dina embarks on a healing journey, where she visits an unexpected therapist in order to shed her skin from this past unhealthy relationship. She is thrown into memory recall, re-experiencing what has already been, and cannot be changed - the things that are seemingly ordinary in relationships, but are actually unacceptable and damaging. Dina begins to lose her self in her fame hungry boyfriend's world of expectation and judgment, and the effects still linger after they have broken up. She knows she must learn from her past, before she too, ends up being consumed by her darker self...