1For more than twenty years, Buffy suffered a host of abuse by people she loved. The pain didn't break her until 2010 when she finally hit rock bottom. Buffy was attempting to commit suicide because of circumstances that left her alone with a narcissist, in a mentally and financially abusive relationship, broke and broken, unemployed, with no family support, dealing with PTSD and panic attacks while attending college and raising two daughters. While writing her suicide letter, Buffy felt something stir in her spirit. She decided to live for herself and her two daughters as a single parent and depend on God. In Buffy the Spiritual Player, she tells her story, sharing how she spent fifteen years persevering through the struggle and earning her bachelor's degree with honors. The first college graduate among her siblings, Buffy never stopped dreaming. Buffy the Spiritual Player chronicles how Buffy discovered a spiritual gift, and she realized she was living the total sum of her prayers and imagination. She learned she was co-creating and manifesting situations unconsciously. In the end, she realized love is the energy source. She communicates the message to do your best to love the life you live now. Fall in love with yourself, love yourself unconditionally, and love all people unconditionally.