5TRIAL BY ILLUSION is an unabashed chronicle of a lifetime filled with adventures and unexpected tragedies that sculpted character and faith. Sissy Jean, the non-physical being introduced to the author at age ten, accompanies, teaches and loves her through the grief of prematurely losing those loved most. Spontaneous adventures as a pilot, biker, therapist and activist underpin her spiritual quest for fulfillment. Simultaneously, Davoust exposes, in sensitive detail, the personalities of her family of origin and her struggles to forgive, accept herself and grow, making peace the cherished goal. This book outlines her life long struggle to overcome Ego-identity and embrace the fullness of spiritual awareness