loving you was ultimately the highlight of my year. diving so deep into another persons soul. that feeling of being okay without coming back up for air. bonding over films and coffee. how gentle your kiss felt for the first time. even our first argument plays great significance in how i love you now. we could never stay mad at each other for too long.

you never know it will be the last time you see someone. until it finally is the last time. even then you wont know until you look back. you will blame yourself. but their disappearance was never your fault. there was a time you were whole before them. prepare yourself a time is coming where you will be okay without them.

the most rewarding revenge is being okay without them. grieve. its okay you really fell for this person. you loved someone who couldn't love you back. cry. its okay to feel sad about it. but once time has done its part pick yourself back up. remind yourself what they lost. only you knew your intentions. and that was to be the best partner you could.