Not everyone has the opportunity to compose their last words but suicide notes are generally considered in advance.
"Its so difficult to talk when you need to kill yourself. That is far in excess of everything else, and it is anything but a psychological protest it's an actual thing, similar to it's truly difficult to open your mouth and make the words come out. They don't come out smooth and related to your cerebrum the manner in which typical individuals' words do; they turn out in pieces as though from a squashed ice container; you stagger on them as they accumulate behind your lower lip..."Ned Vizzini.
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