Cruz Winslow broke me... Everything was so good, we were so right, but life managed to tear us apart - and Cruz shattered my heart in a million little pieces in the process.

I know now that I need to figure out life on my own, find out who I am without him.

But walking away is the hardest thing I've ever done... he's the love of my life and the thought of living without him is more than I can bear.

Jade Moore trusted me with her heart - and I betrayed her...

Rock bottom is an ugly place and I don't plan on going back.

My relapse cost me everything and now I'm putting my life back together.

But to make it complete, I need Jade.

I need to win her back.

I know we're meant to be together and I'm going to make that happen because living without her isn't an option.

At least not one I can live with.

But will she ever be able to forgive me and the sins of my past?

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