thought of Christianity and everything that is claimed to come with it sounded very far-fetched, and not at all accomplishable. Some folks that claim to be Christian can even drive you away from wanting to try in the first place. You may think it requires you to be perfect, live a sinless life, and never even have any bad or negative thoughts. If and only if you can accomplish all of this, you may be blessed to live in the grace of God, hearing His voice from the sky so obviously. You may even think that a difficult life or horrible experiences or life choices make you exempt from God's love altogether, or certain that He has forgotten you. Nothing could be further from the truth. Take it from someone who seemed to be a magnet for horrible experiences and heartache. To the point that I began to think that life was just a cruel joke. After being pushed to a point where I had lost all hope and felt like nothing really mattered, I stumbled into love, the love of a wonderful man who taught me about the love of God. Once I began a quest for God's love and peace on my own through time alone with Him on a regular basis, I began to encounter experiences that were inevitably led by Him. The more I felt His presence and peace, the deeper I wanted to know Him and continue to receive His guidance in my life. Watch as I record my real notes on beginning this journey where I knew very little of God, to experiencing fulfillment and peace from His love that I never knew was an option. I sincerely pray for anyone that reads this that it can help to ignite the same for you and help you to understand that only God's love can completely fulfill the void in your life. It's beyond worth it.