At the end of 2017, Natalie's life was perfect. She was happy and content with where she was at and where her life was headed. She had no complaint about her life. In the early morning hours of January 7, 2018, her life changed forever. The love of her life was killed in a car crash by one of his fellow firefighters. She had only been engaged for fourteen days. She became angry with God and had to learn how to heal without closure. This is her story, exactly as she remembers it.